Joshua King's Sphere of Thought

Melancholy

I had my feelings hurt for the first time in many years tonight. It didn't last very long, but it was a feeling I hadn't felt in a long time. I suppose I have this wall where nobody can offend me if I don't really know them, so that's why it took someone very close to me to do it.

I'm definitely overreacting, I know that. But it still doesn't change the fact that my feelings were hurt. At least I know they're still there. It kind of feels good to know that I can still feel sometimes, even if it is negative.

I have lots of homework to do, and little time to do it. I'm also expected to perform at the singspiration tomorrow, so I better get working on a song. Since I'm very melancholy, I believe I'll pick a selection that reflects that, so I can be as genuine as possible.