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3.31.2005 Alone I woke up with a massive headache this morning, and a lot on my mind (not a very good combination). I went to Windfall last night and watched Resevoir Dogs with Chad and Brad, and then we played games and talked crap all night like we always do. Resevoir Dogs, like Quentin Tarentino's other films, was one of the greatest movies I've ever seen. Dialog driven, out of order, memorable characters, who all tie in to each other some way, some how. I would love to be a writer/director someday like Tarentino. He has complete artistic freedom as far as I'm concerned. About what's on my mind though. I need love. I need it RIGHT NOW. I don't care about sex, I don't care about any of that, I seriously don't. I just want someone who will lay her head on my chest and watch movies with me. Someone I can drive with at night, and talk about the first thing that comes to my mind. I want someone who will let me touch her face, and hold her hand. I want love so very badly. I'm not the kind of person who can handle being alone, I realize this now. I see myself getting older, and it scares me to think that my options might become limited. All the truly wonderful girls in my life have been snatched up by douche bags, or morons with delusions of grandeur. What the HECK is wrong with me!? Why do I only attract psychos!? Calm down Josh... I'm just...I'm just tired of being alone, that's all. |
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